☽being in nothingness☾
March 2011
FUCK YOUR UPSIDE DOWN CROSSES. the upside down cross is actually what PETER died on ONLY BECAUSE HE WOULD NOT DIE THE WAY JESUS DIED. so stop thinking it's a fucking Devil-worshipping symbol.
February 2011
The best part of a relationship, is getting to call the person, or lay down next to them, and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. In the end that’s what it’s about. It’s not about sex, it’s not about the money they give you, it’s not about how good looking they are, it’s about them listening to you talk for hours and hours and hours, about stupid shit that doesn’t matter.
too bad there will never be someone like that for me
Seize me today, and take control. I am willing to give myself to you
yeah avoid my fucking eyes you coward
inertia creeps
there is a struggling right now across the world. i am comfortably relaxing in a loveseat in my school library, observing people. i see many posts on this beautiful website and many that inspire me to help and stand up for those suffering individuals. however, the luxuries of my own secluded world prohibit that motivation to take action.
it is true that everyone has problems, i cannot deny it. i respect the fact that each of the four boys sitting in front of me at the table have some sort of problem that is hard to deal with. it is truly pathetic if one claims they do not have problem in their life. denial denial denial denial.
i will not respect an individual that won’t take the time to realize that there are others in the world too. others who suffer.
what are our problems? i can’t party this weekend; i can’t get this; i can’t get my license; blablabla BLA BLA BLA. we are living and not surviving.
there are people who are only alive for that one day to survive for the next one. to feed their children because they are in need too.
we have more than we need and we still complain. what is wrong with humans
what does it take to be noticed? i remember writing several days ago how i wish i could hear everyone’s thoughts. i really wish i did. then i would know what sits in your head when you look at me. you in particular. because i am infatuated and silly for being so
please get out of my head if there is nothing for you
