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What if the world I live in is my own brilliant and disaster-prone dream? The dream has been a long one, indeed, though quite short. From a nightmare to the Eden, from the Eden to where? Do I wake? Do I still dream? I'll wander about the unknown and live the dream as if it were everyone's own dream, but where is the line between my dream and yours?
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why do i bother caring for people that are just shitty and never give anything back
i seriously need to change that
fuiuuuuuck the opportunity of the penis presents itself to me in the worst of times and in the worst circumstances
why
The past couple of weeks have been a crazy and busy time for me. Never before in my life have I been so extroverted and, quite literally, out there. It’s rare for me to stay home in the evenings and I’m more often out than in.
I haven’t had much personal time and I’m not sure why. I feel like over the past three months I have changed how I am drastically. I’m happy, don’t get me wrong. I think this is the happiest I have been in winter all my life. For the first time in so many years I’m not sitting and dwelling in my misery. And it’s pretty obvious why: I keep myself occupied and around people - because I’m finally wanted. At least for now.. Let’s pretend that’s not there. Moving on. I’ve always identified myself as a person who needs privacy, quiet and alone time. College sucked (well, dorming did) because of the lack of privacy and the fact that you are never, ever alone. So why is it that over the past couple of weeks I have not had much “me” time?
Weird.
It also feels really, really great to be writing something. Some thoughts and ideas, perhaps theories, even if it’s not handwritten.
I apologize for the lack of structure and flow - my thoughts are a little scattered today in cause you have not noticed.
Let me share one more thing (or a couple if something pops into my head along the way).
Don’t ever snoop. Not when you don’t absolutely need to.
I guess that’s it. Nothing more.
(Source: loveeisnott)
totally gonna take a bath in the middle of the day
(Source: loveeisnott)
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planningourbabygiraffe asked: I had a dream that you started a cat rescue and you rented out this giant empty pool to keep all the cats in... You were thrilled by it haha. this made my day - i’m a crazy cat lady in real life and in people’s dreams. score! how many cats did i have? ;3 publishing this because #catlady |
